Chapter 42: Series Finale
This is too much advance planning, and I hope it comes true.
42 weeks such a long time, I started this journey around February and this is the finale for this year, I will complete my 25 years.
I am already an adult but this marks 1/3 or 1/4 of an potential life time. I created some plans for me, such as losing weight by rigorous routine of exercises, Intermittent fasting of 14-10 hours, I skipped meats of all kind except egg.
I was already low on sugar and salt so only chilli was the spice which i can relate to, but my gut.
Gut is supposed to be our second brain and i have some issues with it from childhood. I do not even remember when was the last period of time when i had not be embarrassed due to my gut. Eating green and fibres is supposed to make gut feel good and that's i had planned to do.
So lets wrap this finale shall we,
we will talk in 3 compartments,
1. Goal: What do i want to do?
long term- I want to live a life where i am writing, eating healthy, practising some martial arts and love life. How am i going to achieve it? Three simple steps, Hard work and learning will guide me to a earning source, zeal, passion and enthusiasm will help me grow as a person which will help me in finding the vision i can settle with and continue grinding there, Last i will start this plan from Day 1. I will improve everyday, i will do everything it takes to become a better human, become a skilled person, become a confident person, become a passionate person. I will become the epitome of what i had ever want to become.
short term- Find a job and stay consistent. Mark that job as pivot and get exhausted every day and rest quietly at night.
Ideal goal - Get lucky in one of my endeavours, find some group of people whom i can grow, learn, earn with. Go with the flow.
2. Condition: How has been my surrounding like?
Surrounding:- People around me, how are they? Are they having any influence on me? If i am one of my biggest influence what's my red flags.[ I did talk about my red flags last time.] I am naturally a person with lots of mistake so i will find time for myself to sort my lifestyle and work on them. My biggest issue right now is lowering the amount of content to feed myself with and converting the time to create content.
ideal surrounding:- a peer of supportive, critical, multi faceted people who can help each other and form a positive but uplift environment.
3. Projects: The things i am spending time upon
short projects- Naturally being this blog series.
long projects- A daily Instagram rant post or reel, a daily YouTube short for the exercises i do; weekly videos of my weight loss journey;
ideal project- A pre scheduled social media, Daily minimal effort edited short;
4. Community or self: I have yet to find if am a community person or self-loving hopefully not narcissistic !
gratitude: owning the privilege i have, Staying on the ground when the night comes, and expressing my thoughts truthfully.
giving back: Lessons i have learnt, Guidance i can provide, Maybe a project?
plans: I have ideas, which can be really impressive and one can juggle and make wonders with them, so i will create a library of such ideas and maybe create another wonder.
5. Values: Things i have learnt and taken granted and are being used in real life.
lesson learnt: How to sell myself gracefully and living at the moment.
best advice: I have yet to finalize one but for the moment,
Showing up is the best remedy to start anything. Discipline is the key to continue the journey. Enjoying the journey is the mid step, Always showing up and continuing is the way forward after learning and adapting. so there is no fixed advice. There is nothing fixed so just continue. maybe you can take a breather but it should be continuous on a long term.
Conclusion: i planned this to sum up my journey till now and see how much i have changed but it never crossed my mind to write here, I believe i can leave the future up to my journey, the disciplined i am, the more focussed i am and i will be able to create a better future which i might have predicted here. So maybe that should be my birthday gift to myself.
Today was the day i perceive that i was born. I share this birthday with Amruta and deepti di so happy birthday to them too. Maybe i might find more people who were born on this day too. but lets leave it at that.
Another series?
probably, here i am not sure!
this is not even i think i want to spread out in public, so i am not putting effort in spreading but this is more important for my healing journey and the 3-4 readers i have are sufficient to keep me motivated to write this.
So Maybe next time god knows when, but there will be next one for sure.
Adios
Brianil turning 26 next day
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